Sunshine after the Rain

Schedule:
300m time trial
3x60m
5x150m


trained at bishan.
WE SEE A BREAKTHROUGH [: finally, I'm ready.

today was so humid the whole day ): it was like raining and stopping and raining and stopping. damn. ohwell, at least the weather was much better after the dark clouds left the stadium [: and it wasn't that warm. so training was easier, in a sense. thanks to the "favourable conditions".

first in such a long long long time. don't think I'm used to it yet.. threw up in between the 150m reps ): but all that came out was water. ahwell, it's normal for someone who hasn't been to training in ages.

I tried to push hard, really did. Empower U has helped me to see things more positively. so I suppose, I was pretty encouraged by the fact that athletes/sportsmen don't give in. they just keep going [: and the thought of hl playing real hard at that polo match did spur me on [: despite all that trying-to-keep-a-strong-mental-state thing, think my timings still suck ): the legs just won't seem to work. pickup's not there, technique and everything.

I'm really upset I've been ill and things cropped up and I've been lazy. so now there goes my chance. I could've been there. I could've..

I said a prayer,
closed my eyes,
took a deep breath,
then WENT FOR IT.